shut your eyes...

OK 1st things 1st...I just uploaded...well...not really uploaded...what I'm trying to say is I just put in a new song... You make me want to fall in love by F.I.R Don't get me wrong..I just like this song...ONLY this song by them...don't get me wrong too...they're cool and all...its just not me...'cept this song...this song is cool... Cos I din embed it...it might not be in some machines like mine...I can't hear the song when I load this site...let me know in the tag if you can...domo... This is the 1st time I didn't play on church for two weeks in a row...I feel...agitated...dunno why...but I read this book written by Tom Kraeuter..when there's this part which says when musicians didn't play they're instruments they just can't seem to worship...they didn't know what to do...this is EXACTLY what happened to me...for two weeks in a row... I didn't give it any thought...instead whats going on was like " Maybe next week when I'm playing something I can do it " But somehow it struck me...its totally stupid and ignorant and selfish of me to think and ATTEMPTING to think like that...its just so wrong man...I read of this book by Tom Kraeuter where it explained that somehow the worship team was an avenue for musicians to emenate their skills and what not...I gave it a few thoughts...confessed my sins...prayed, and guess what? Next week when I play...even if I don't...its gonna be all of me...you heard me flakers? ALL OF ME... Speaking of worship...last week was the ever so awesome Powerhouse FM CONFERENCE!!!! Yes it was...yes it was... It was crazy with capital R...I mean..capital C... It was disappointing a bit at 1st when a lot more of the FM din't turn up... but I set in my heart I'm gonna go on anyway...I had one heck of a time... with everything going on I barely had anytime to reflect what has happened...what have I learnt...and whats gonna change after that...its just so awesome... I seem to don't know what to post here about the conference...you wanna know? ask me or go Here and ask around...domo... Now its back to school life...and the inevitable busy life that I live all the time...year ends are always jammed packed...stuff going on this year a bit diff...but still busy...I wanna give THE BIG GUY all the thanks and glory man...If I wasn't busy I dunno whats gonna keep me going on...maybe its HIS way of keeping me aware of whats going on...of his love...of his power...of his sense of humour ( serious )...and also his ever present grace on me...nice work man...Love you all the way... Keep On Trangling,